Thursday, July 05, 2007

Life as it is...


Life sucks at the moment. Who knew it would take so much planning and effort. My family is helping so much right now and I still feeling like crap at the moment. Musa is trying to help in his way but with him living some place different is so hard. How do people do this? How do they get through all this hoops??? Why do people feel the need to go through this? There is blessing and mercy placed between the two people but getting to the point of appreciating that is hard and sooo far away!!!
What am I suppose to do to make this easier? Am making dua and praying Alhamdullillah. My Iman seems to be at a really weak point at the moment. HATE WORK!! Hate everything that’s got anything top do with it. Might become part of the unemployed posse…
How is it possible to be exited one minute, tearful the next and terrified the one after. Am just going through a ghastly roller coaster ride at the moment. Advice is been dispensed faster than paracetamol at the hospital.
Enough moaning now. ENOUGH.

5 Comments:

Blogger NM said...

Hey kiddo its supposed to be a joy thing! What are you planning its a small do right? as for work it always has it ups and downs. I am not sure how to help when i don't know what the problem is but if it makes you feel better am back in 8 days inshallah and then you will have to put up with me teasing you about being a stress head :)

12:26 am  
Blogger NATIVE FEMALE said...

Salaam sweety...can only imagine how u feel. Dont worry too much...its gonna be a success inshaAllah

If u can bring yourself to meet me for a chai latte this sunday, we can chill and have completely non-wedding related phonecall coz I am thinking of cutting my short trip extra short....that's another story!

Hey...I think you just missing my smile ama? luv ya habibty!
:)

inshaAllah kheyr!

2:05 am  
Blogger The Godfather said...

The path may be long and winding, but it is made wider because of the people who travel along it with you.

Stay strong and keep smiling, 'cos you're nearly there!!!

2:12 pm  
Blogger Firefly said...

Chin up, dear. Things will work out as they are meant to I'A. Good luck with everything, I'A.

9:02 pm  
Blogger Ever The Idealist said...

Salam people. Thanks for your support and duas. They are much appriciated and needed. Am just been me and over emotional about things. Didn't realise that these things can be like a roller coaster ride and its not always fun. Nearly there tho...

Keep the duas coming IA Ameen

6:45 pm  

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