Thursday, July 26, 2007

Married Life

Its been five days since the deed was done. My dad shook hios hand. It realy did look like they were getting married rather than my Dad giving me away (sob). Its wonderful and I would recoment people get on with it. All that I worry about is nothing now. Keep the duas coming please. I will write properly soon and post pics IA Ameen. In mean time make lots of dua for us please.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

T minus 5...4...3...2...1

Its happening now. Things are scay but exciting. Make dua for me and Moses people.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Life as it is continued...

Salam people. My life has really been a scary, terrifying, unforgettable and all sorts of things lately. I am sorry for making people worry and stress on my behalf. `I am just been dramatic as is my nature and these are thee ways I deal with it i.e ranting on my blog. I am happy and plans are going wrong as they tend to do because lets be honest we plan and Allah (SWT) plans and His plans are always the best for us even if we don't see it there and then. I am grateful to have such loving and support family and friends. Allah protect and guide them right in this world and the next.

Work has continued to amuse and irritate me. Am really thinking if this line of work is for me. The paper work increases on daily basis and we are always short staffed and get no real support from those in a position of power. It sucks as am sure it does in so many jobs and industries but nursing seems to be at its lowest at the moment. I just feel sorry for the people we nurse as they never get 100% from us as we have to divide our 100% between our ten patients!! They are lucky if they get 10% of my energy and effort on an average day at work. I hate it!!!!!

Am such a drama queen. Only realise this when I read my past blog posts. Such a whiner!

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Life as it is...

Life sucks at the moment. Who knew it would take so much planning and effort. My family is helping so much right now and I still feeling like crap at the moment. Musa is trying to help in his way but with him living some place different is so hard. How do people do this? How do they get through all this hoops??? Why do people feel the need to go through this? There is blessing and mercy placed between the two people but getting to the point of appreciating that is hard and sooo far away!!!
What am I suppose to do to make this easier? Am making dua and praying Alhamdullillah. My Iman seems to be at a really weak point at the moment. HATE WORK!! Hate everything that’s got anything top do with it. Might become part of the unemployed posse…
How is it possible to be exited one minute, tearful the next and terrified the one after. Am just going through a ghastly roller coaster ride at the moment. Advice is been dispensed faster than paracetamol at the hospital.
Enough moaning now. ENOUGH.